How did you wake up this morning?
Every day in the senior apartment that I live in, they make it a daily point to check on every resident. If by a certain time we don’t check in, the person manning the desk will call us. I joke with one of the callers that I’m up, I have a pulse, and can talk and take in nourishment, so he can check all those boxes. It’s a pleasantry between us, but this morning the Lord really reminded me what a blessing every one of those check marks means to my life.
It’s a cold, damp, rainy day here in Florida. There’s a
massive cold front coming to the northern and mid states that they say is going
to be extreme. My weather here today might cause some extra stiffness to my old
bones, but nothing like what some people are going to experience.
Then, as my mind began the conversation with the Lord, I
thought about people who will be out in the weather today. Some by choice and
some by no choice of their own. People who once owned a home, perhaps through
financial loss, health loss, or job loss, will find themselves living on the
street or in their cars and even under a bridge. That is an incredible thing
for me to even imagine. I was close to living in my car several years ago, but
by the grace of God’s hand, he moved me into the middle of his plan for my
life.
One step after the next restored my life, and here I sit
today by no other means but the mercy and love of God. I acknowledge that fact
every day. This last move had some hard bumps along the way in having my
expectations in another person instead of God alone. But this morning, my heart
is so happy being where I am right now.
Then I remembered the day I went to administer medication out
in the community as a nurse in the local health department tuberculosis clinic.
I never knew where I would find some of the cases I brought the medication to.
One case always comes to mind this time of year.
It was a family of about five, with the mother usually the
hardest to catch up with. On this particular day, I was redirected to a trailer
sitting just off the side of the road. When I knocked on the door, the eldest
little girl let me in, who was probably only about ten years old. It was two
days after Christmas, so some of the remains of what might have been these children’s
gifts were scattered on the floor.
As she went to get two of her siblings up, the youngest
little fellow was sleeping on the living room carpet. She made him sit up and
told him to get up and go to the table, that the nurse was here. Still in his
sleepy state of mind, he stood to his feet and somehow made it to sit in the
chair at the kitchen table. I remember so clearly how my heart felt when I
observed two things about him.
The lower part of his shirt was wet, along with the front of
his shorts. He obviously had wet himself during the night. The smell of urine
was very evident. He was in no mood for anyone to try and persuade him to take
a pill. But it was important that he did. But how do you explain that to a
sleepy, urine-soaked little three-year-old? Even with the aid of applesauce
that I always brought with me for such an occasion, he was having none of it.
Even with his sister’s consoling, he pushed the spoon away. Something far
greater was on his mind. The sister began to understand his frustration over
the fact that he had lost something very important to him.
Lying on the carpet where he had slept was a tiny red mesh
Christmas stocking that had probably held a couple of pieces of candy and maybe
some small toy. If so, they were long gone, but the stocking was still the object
of his affection.
When the sister retrieved it for him and handed it to him,
his face lit up, and he stopped crying. He clutched that empty stocking in both
hands as if he had just been handed the greatest gift in the whole world. As he
now willingly opened his mouth to receive the spoonful of applesauce along with
the small pill, my heart was about to pour out of my eyes.
I hardly made it to my car when my tears would not be
contained. Even now, as I find myself in a place where I’m out of the weather,
cared about by others, and able to start my day off acknowledging God’s love
and mercy for my life, the tears come.
I’m reminded in this moment that there are people who are so
less fortunate today. Somewhere in the world today, there’s another little
child who will hold to something so minor as an empty, cheap dollar store
Christmas stocking, and it will bring them peace.
Every day that we find ourselves awake and aware the we have
a pulse and in a place of peace and care, there should be on our lips an
offering of Praise and Thanksgiving. So I ask you again, how did you wake up
this morning? My prayer today is that, for whatever reason, some people find
themselves somewhere less than me, that God would have mercy on them and move
on their behalf in such a miraculous way this Christmas season.
I hope that little boy found his way in life, where he was
lifted out of the place he was in. God is no respecter of persons. I did
nothing but yield to the Lord and let Him help me back onto my feet.
I bless you.